Forward Progress
Feb. 6th, 2013 07:57 pmWe have plans!
Oh, it is nice to be (almost) all back together. Like old times, except in a tiny living room, rather than an 19th century cafe. And there's twice as many of us, in a way. Maybe 1.5 times.
Maria might be Musichetta.... I had wondered. Both hoped, and feared it. Either way wouldn't change my love for her, of course. But, the possibility feels right somehow.
Hopefully my bad luck can focus the shadow's attentions on me, rather than having it notice her. Though, since I hoping for it, perhaps misfortune won't play along.
It is hard to believe that we've finally come out of the poly closet to the others. We've debated over it for so long now, it's a little strange to have it done with.
Everyone has been amazing. I had thought they would. Even Barry, and he's had to deal with the worst of it. I fully accept any teasing he'll dish out in return.
Oh, it is nice to be (almost) all back together. Like old times, except in a tiny living room, rather than an 19th century cafe. And there's twice as many of us, in a way. Maybe 1.5 times.
Maria might be Musichetta.... I had wondered. Both hoped, and feared it. Either way wouldn't change my love for her, of course. But, the possibility feels right somehow.
Hopefully my bad luck can focus the shadow's attentions on me, rather than having it notice her. Though, since I hoping for it, perhaps misfortune won't play along.
It is hard to believe that we've finally come out of the poly closet to the others. We've debated over it for so long now, it's a little strange to have it done with.
Everyone has been amazing. I had thought they would. Even Barry, and he's had to deal with the worst of it. I fully accept any teasing he'll dish out in return.
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Date: 2013-02-10 12:59 am (UTC)I hope you won't be disappointed if I turn out not to be her.
It's an awfully romantic idea. But even after that dream, I can't really say. Maybe, but then I didn't have another voice in my head. It could have just been a dream brought on by what's happened with you.
Don't worry so much about me. There's no saying I'm in any danger. While it seems like you most definitely are. I'm far more worried about you!
And yes, the Independents have been wonderful about us. It's a little embarrassing to be out to them, but also a relief.
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Date: 2013-02-13 02:56 am (UTC)I am also worrying about me, don't worry. I would like to not have my soul eaten. And I'm worrying about Eric. And Grant. And Barry. And, you know, everyone else. There's plenty of worry to go around!
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Date: 2013-02-13 03:04 am (UTC)We'll make it through, one way or another. Eric's getting a plan now, I can see it. And we're (almost) all together, so we can keep each other safe. We'll sort this out.